why am i so FUCKING angry ALL THE FUCKING TIME NOTHING EVEN FUCKING HAPPENED AND YET I WAS FUCKING ABOUT TO RIP SOMEONE”S THROAT OPEN WITH MY TEETH
give me a reason to get mad and I’ll give you a thousand to regret it
Telling someone with bpd to “chill” when they are angry is like asking that person to carve your eyes out and shove them down your throat.
(Source: satrnblsm)
i’m so angry but i can’t let it out!!!
why can’t i show any emotions?????!
I FEEL! LIKE!!! CHOKING!!
can’t wait for the day I finally snap and explode, killing everyone within a 5 mile radius
Every time my fp looks at me or talks to me it feels like I’ve always been happy and it feels like things will be alright. The second they give someone else attention and not interact with me etc I automatically become suicidal and I become filled with an overwhelming feeling of rage, pain and jealously
a major problem i have with borderlines themselves is the “i shouldn’t be mad bc this happens all the time” way of thinking like?? im not mad @ borderlines more so im angry at the people who made you feel that way thinking is okay like its somehow your fault for feeling hurt when someone is legitimately hurting you?? like what the fukc
I’m not the “cute” kind of mentally ill. I’m the disgusting and horrifying. The one that scares all the people you care about away. With all the nasty symptoms
You know when you’re so angry you assend to a level of rage that surpasses your human form so you just sit there calmly like ◕‿◕
no one ever talks about borderlines being completely right about being upset? it’s all chocked up to the bpd irrationality but where is our validation for lashing out at the correct time? when someone is genuinely doing something to wrong us? but no ofc it’s always “irrational bpd behavior”
“Being brave doesn’t mean you aren’t scared. Being brave means that you are scared, really scared, badly scared, and you do the right thing anyway.”— Coraline, Neil Gaiman